20/06/08

I started to think so much. Don't know why started to hate myself. Keep on saying to let you go, yet I still so stubborn cant let you go. Wtf. Trying not to look at youwhen you're not with me. Ya, I TRYING my best. Being suffer like this. Not worth at all. 

When that time you said "NO" to me, my tears nearly drop. I don't know why I feel so guilty. I can't control my tears when I walked back to the class. You don't know how pain am I. My mind keep on appearing your words. My heart feels pain. But at last, you never say sorry or thank you. Isn't my fault? Ya, it is my fault in your sight. I'm speechless when you never turn your sight to me. You're cruel. 

I know I can't cry anymore. But my tears still drop. Sorry. I trying my best not to cry. I will stay strong even though without you. Ykw sure wky. Don't cry.