30/12/08

I thinking so much right now. What should I do to let that feeling become fade? I don't know. Maybe I have to be strong. I don't like to face it yet I MUST face it. Already choose to believe then have to trust everything. But it is a a lie between believe.

Keep on persuade myself not to think so much. I hope everything will be fine. I got no mood to know and got no mood to get that properly. No need to ask why. This is fact. Haha. I'm useless. I can't do anything. I just do nothing. For myself.

I don't know what I trying to say right now. I just know my heart feels pain. I wan to endure it but my tears running off in my eyes. How to stop my tears and pretend to become stronger? I need his hand. Who can rescue me for now moment.

23/12/08

Don't know what to say. My heart feels pain suddenly. I don't want to let him go. But must support him. I love him, more than she did.

Back

I'm back from Taiwan. 1 more week to go. Jia You. Ykw sure wky. Don't cry ya.

Taiwan's night

Taiwan~
I miss him so much. I don't know what to do now. Close my eyes and his everything will appear. Jia You. Don't cry.