Thursday, October 21, 2010

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A very long time to go. My tears dropped when I realize that I forgot about his birthday. This is the very first time I know. Ya it means I seriously will not think of him anymore. I am a coward. I am escaping everything.

How to remain the relationship properly? I don't know what to do. I got nothing to do. I feel something weird. It is hurt but I cant do anything. I dislike dislike to be alone when sick. Coughing non stop plus fever is freaking sucks!

My mind is turning and turning. I can't stop everything now. It is just so real and so near. Help me to breath. I learning to do anything by myself. Be more independence, Ykw sure wky. Always and always.


p/s: I need you.