Now

The feeling now is so weird. My tears flowing out yet I must hold it. I know I can't think so much. I lost the confidence on loving u. Sorry. I will leave silently.

Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

.............

I'm speechless right now. I didn't know that everything will be like that. It's just meaningless. I'm a foolish person. Maybe I choose to quit out from this game. Hopefully I will gain back my confidence. I hate to lose yet I'm a looser. No starts tonight. My heart feels pain. My tears flowing out slowing without any feeling. Persuading myself to smile and to be brave. I trying. Really.

18/01/09

Doing nothing right now. Just finished chatting with my bro. I realised something. I find out that I love him so much. I'm serious in this relationship. I will be patient to wait for him. Persuade myself not to think so much anymore. Cannot let the happiness become fade. I must stay happy and of course smile always. Love my dear. I miss him. Cannot cry. I will stay strong for him.

My mind

I thinking so much now. Maybe I can't be like this. This is what I can do. I will stay strong.

05/01/09

This is purpose of life. I don't know what to say anymore but I really got no confident at all. Keep on getting that stupid things which influence my mood. I decide to throw everything from my heart. Don't ever try to appear in my life anymore. I don't want to make myself like this anymore. I still got my dreams and of course my future which full of joy and happiness. Ykw have to stay strong. Don't cry.

New Year

Now is 2009. My heart feel pain suddenly. I'm alone. Haha. I miss him badly. Don't know what to do. I only realize something. Should I try my best to do anything? I really don't know. My new year. Jia You. Don't cry!