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I'm so blur right now. I thought I still can get him back as usual. Everything is just a lie right? Maybe. I don't know why I so stupid. Shouldn't think so much but I still think so much. Don't want think then fine. But why must choose this way to hurt me? I really don't know why. Try my best to ask you why but I get nothing as return. Wtf. I hate your way yet you keep on like that. Don't you know how much I miss you? Sure you don't know anything right? Faker! Just like to lie. I will leave. I want to leave. I feel suffer of this. Don't shed my tears anymore. I won't fall on you anymore. But now, I already seriously fall on you!!! Argh.. No save!