I feeling so tired right now. Wtf m i doing right now? I really don't know. Shit myself I can't even concentrate on my history. Close my eyes and my mind full of him only. Being so guilty of that. I spoil everything right? Why wan to let me know? I rather choose not to know anything then I won't be so suffer.
Why I still like to cry? I hate it. Wanna stop my tears but they screamed out without my controlled. I hate to being controlled by him. I am still a failure. I really care of that! Why why why? I don't know. Why every times when we are silent then got someone wanna come and tel me something? Why every times like this? My heart not longer to stand for it anymore.
I feel so pain. I can't afford the pain yet I can't do anything. Wtf. Or maybe this is our fate? I don't know and don't want to know. Want to let it be but I can't let it be. I thought I'm strong enough to face it. But I only realized that I can't make it perfect. I trying to pretend. But I am just a foolish!
.......Never mind. Let the time get fade everything. After that I think I'll be fine. I will come back one day to become ykw. But I won't believe on guys anymore. No hope. Give me sometimes. I need time to get through it as well. But, before that, I still waiting for his words. Just that then I won't think so much. He knew that I'll think so much. So, this time I really gonna stop thinking anything. I just want to be myself. Study hard for my SPM. Jia You.
Don't cry anymore. Not worth at all. Yaya, cannot cry for him anymore. Don't drop any single tears for him anymore. ykw no more wky.
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