05/10/08

Shouldn't be like this. I looked deep into her eyes. It is full of sadness and loneliness. Don't know why I feel like looking at her tears screaming out. Maybe we are just the same. Standing at the same point and doing the same thing. I.... am still a loser. Maybe this is the things I cannot get forever. I lost my confident. I no more courage to stand up. Who can hold my hand? And do help me this job? I don't want to be like this. Cannot be like this. I feel scare to close my eyes. I feel tired to stand like that. I am so tired. Ykw don't cry. Ya, cannot cry no matter how. I miss someone so much right now. Who far away from my sight. My 2023. Jia You.