04/08/08

I get to know something and I really really really realized. I know what else can I do. Waste my tears for the last time. My heart feels pain and hurt. Still like that. Still like to wait for his msg yet I know he won't msg me. Shit myself. Endure my pain and tears infront of him. It it so hard to pretend and act nothing. I'm not a good actress. Don't want to be like this anymore. I just want to be myself. Just cry. Don't endure anymore.