23/07/08

It is 23rd again. My god. I still think too much. I thought I'm okay, but I realized everything is just a lie. I'm lying myself to trust that I'm nothing. Being furious on this to myself. Wtf. I don't know what to do. I already tried myself to save everything. Yet, I got nothing again and again. I heard something he said. I never want to know what he meant, but I knew the meaning. Stranglehold my tears and treat that as normal. But my tears screamed out. 54 again that related to her. Ykw have to wake up. Don't think of him anymore. Don't cry for him. Jia You.