Trying

I trying not to cry. I'm tough enough to face the fact. Don't let anything to turn me down. I will be strong like last time.


But I realise that I can't be tough and strong. My mind keep on recalling me about that scene. That hurts me lots. Not even one word explanation from him. He should know I will cry I will sad I will hate. I don't know how to trust that. I'm failure. My mood being influenced by this stupid nonsense. I can't even concentrate on my presentation works. Don't wait and don't expect too much. End it directly and perfectly. I hope I can do it. No, I must do it. Ykw wky.


p/s: Leave me alone. Don't ever come near me. Your words might kick me in the deep hell.