24 hours

Tired. I feel tired. My soul or my heart. I hate to wait and get nothing yet. Holding everything. I have to be patient. I don't want to influence everything. I want to keep this relation on. I trying my best to smile and be happy. But my eyes betray me. So pain. I want to cry loudly but I know I have to endure it. Hard to stay alone because I started to think so much. I just want the real feeling spreading out. I will be patiently and will be more tough.

24 hours. I laughing at myself. I get nothing at all. I have to be more mature. Nothing cannot been solve. I must learn to tolerate as well to achieve the things I want. Hold my tears or else I will non stop crying. Be more cheerful to see the brightness of the sky. I miss that moment when we were in high school.

p/s: I hate to be alone. Don't leave me alone. I need your hand to bobo me.