Life

I waiting for someone to get into my mind.

I love my family. I love my friends. I love my dear. I love all. Time flies and I growth up. I thinking of to skip for the times as I can still keep younger. But too bad I can't escape from the reality. I started to think for my future. What's the real things I need in my life? What's the important things for me? And what's the needs for my heart? Everything occur and make me become weak. I don't know why, or maybe I still not fully prepare yet. I still can't face the real yet. How real is the world? How real is peoples' heart? I wonder.

Hopefully things getting smooth after a long break. I trying to be more independent and be more tolerant. My mind changed and I become more mature. This is a good thing for all. But I'm still the bad girl that always pissed my parents up. Yea I admit I am still a small girl for them. Forever :) Always and always I tried to be patient but I failed to do so at the end. Learning to hold my breath so that things will come more successful. I want to get things success because I'm a big girl right now.

I am glad that I get a good lover. He taught me alot that makes me feel good. He fills up my life and brings me happiness. Of course there are sadness but I get to go through it with my heart <3 He is a sweet lover that brings me warmth. I enjoyed the moment with him.


P/s: That's something. So sincere from my heart. 2023~