Can't sleep

Don't know what I'm waiting for. I stil doing something meaningless. Stomach still pain. Makes me can't sleep. I hate to being like this. Yet I don't know what to do. Keep on revise the same things. I .... realised that I am really alone.

So long time never stare at the sky and look at the stars. I miss the moment. So tired to keep the memory. But they already stay deeply in my heart. The scar will stil remain although the woes had been heal. Finally I get the point.

1.27am. Sure everyone sleeping. I .... still wordless. Something appear in my mind now. I think of him. But not miss him. Someone told me he just came back from Taiwan. Don't know why I feel strange on that. He never msg me when he is back. Honestly, my heart feels nothing at all. I just think of him but not our past. Maybe this is the way as we are friend.


P/s: My 2023. I miss him. So much for right now.