Alone

Siting alone to write something now. It been a long time that I never post anything. Ya I'm busy for my assignments. It sucks! My life being controlled by those stuffs. going Singapore tomorrow at 8.30am but I'm still blogging here.

I feel pain. The sound of heart-break. Just like the glass dropping off. Patient. I will be patient. nothing will affect my good mood. I want to smile. I want to enjoy. Don't ever drop my tears. Being smarter.

Don't agreed with that I will just can't control my mind to think so much. I can't control to lose on my temper. I can't control to forget it. That is so true yet so real. I just can't escape from it.

Learning to be more tolerant and try to solve problem with the positive way. Mature thinking might make me growth up. Keep on persuade myself that's a good one. i must appreciate it.

I miss that guy. Who always hold my hand tight when he was driving.
I miss that guy. Who always laughed at me when I did something stupid.
I miss that guy. Who always hug me tight before he left.
I miss that guy. Who always rescue me from the nightmare.
I miss that guy. Who always will pick up my call at 3am.
I miss that guy. Who always asked me to study hard.
I miss that guy. Who always blamed himself for not taking care me well.
I miss that guy. Who always pampered me whenever I lose on my temper.
I miss that guy. Who always said he loves me so much so much.
I miss that guy. The guy that are near yet so far from me right now.
I miss that guy.