My one

I don't know why. I'm really not in mood. The scene was so real. I hesitating. Why will become like this? Or maybe this is just one kind of feeling. Feeling of not contented. Feeling of losing. I started to murmur of that. Yea this is useless I know. Just a quick one I gonna do.

Looking so deep into your eyes. You still never give me a respond. That is just like the sword piercing of my heart. Wtf I felt the pain. Sometimes you still never know how to appreciate. I admit i give it too much.

Calming down my mind. I'm still so failure right. Should be. Haha. I thought things are getting smoother. I thought I'm becoming more smarter. But everything is getting worse. Finding a way to escape. I trying to smile =)


P/s: Just my one that bruised me up. Without mentioning. I lose.