Tiring

Finally end up my sem 2 and 3 months holiday are waiting for me. I wonder why my heart feel suffer. I can't get my real feeling. I don't know what things had influence me. I don't know why things will be like this. I really don't know. Maybe I have to or I must face it as well. Started to bull shit-ING. That's really suffer me up! I gonna fed up. Stop influencing me. I can't stand on you! Failure!