Realising

Erm, what to say? I feel something wrong right now. I can't even cool down myself. My mind keep on repeating the words. I wondering....... Just like a sharp sword that pierce my heart. I feel pain. I don't know what to say about this pain. I just can't explain it by words.

I need you right now but where are you? Why still treat me so cruel that tear off my soul and make me have to admit my weakness? I thought I will be strong. I thought I can make it perfect. I thought I can let it be. I thought I can use it normal. I thought I will be the only one. But all I thought just nonsense. HAHA!

Tears will not cure any wounds. Tears will make wounds become more pain. Tears will drop down my dignity. Kw must Jia You. Don't cry no matter how. Hold it on and believe that first thing that touch both heart. Love can be great when you learn to considerate. Be smart because he always with you.


P/s: With me here when I need you.

Treasuring

On phoned with my friend just now and she mentioned that must watch 2012 with my dear. She said after this we sure will treasure what we having right now. I laughed after get what she meant. Then my tears started to roll in my eyes. I can't ever get to forget it. I don't want to give up easily. I want him to be with me always. I will treasure what we having right now or even our future. Waiting miracles to happen. I hope to give the best so that things will always be smooth and fine. Don't ever break up anything that should remain unchanged. I will not let it be like this as I can't lose. I want to be more happiness than last time. Stand by my side and show out your hand. I will warmed it up and won't let it go anymore. My precious!


P/s: Be mine. My 2023 <3

Past Tense?!

Sms-ing with my friend just now and I get his respond was like talking that she is just his past tense. This make me think alot. My mind stared to recall all the stupid things that fed me up! I can't even read it properly before it ruin my mood. I don't know why I m so damn foolish until now I still never let it be. Haiz. Wtf. I m speechless.


P/s: Waiting miracle to happen. I just want to be with you. 2023 <3

Tiring

Finally end up my sem 2 and 3 months holiday are waiting for me. I wonder why my heart feel suffer. I can't get my real feeling. I don't know what things had influence me. I don't know why things will be like this. I really don't know. Maybe I have to or I must face it as well. Started to bull shit-ING. That's really suffer me up! I gonna fed up. Stop influencing me. I can't stand on you! Failure!

Wondering...

2 more weeks to go. We are all struggling for final. I trying to do everything in time as well. I hope to get the best but I know I couldn't make it. I putting afford. I learning to appreciate.

Don't ever try to break me down. I will never give up and lose to u. I persuading myself now. Wondering isn't I can make it perfectly.


I wan fly to Australia. Forget the things that suffer me here. Leave me alone. I hate to get controlled.

1112

Happy Birthday to Evan Yo :)

I'm late here..

huh?

November? 2 more months 2009 will end up. Swt. Time passed without any signals. I feel not contended. I wonder why.

Don't think so much. I will Jia You. Don't lose.