Suffer

I feel suffer. First time the real things act infront of me. I can't stand for it easily. I thought I'll be fine with that. I thought I don't need anyone. But at last, I fail to make it. Everything. Closing my eyes to get some peace. I just need some to calm myself. Listening Kiss Goodbye right now. The scene would appear again and again. I will try my best to get through it. Will be fine to be myself. But one day, I will run away, to get the peace I wan.