525

525.....
A nice number to be present. Feeling tired right now. Miss potato so much. I dreamt of something last night. How to describe the dream, I'm speechless. For what I thinking so much again? To be honest, I waiting miracle to happen. But that are just fantasy. I tried to get through it as well. That consider a weird dream. Scary.

Feeling so down now. No why, just moody. Stop the thought now. I want to laugh loudly. I want to live happily. Argh!!!!

525.. No point now. Yeah!

P/s: Moody not because of potato, don't perasan my dear.

Forward

Looking forward for something that are precious. I hope that things would get more perfect. Everyday repeating the same things that make me feel to suicide. I keep on persuade myself to go through it as well since this is the propose of life. I growing to look for different things at the different view. Become more mature to get the point even though there is no return at the end. Feel satisfy with life and continue without complain anything. Stranglehold it. Doubtless, I fail to make it. The soul of life flies out and never get back to the normal point. The values are different.

P/s: I don't know what am I writing about. Charm liao. No safe liao.

Suffer

I feel suffer. First time the real things act infront of me. I can't stand for it easily. I thought I'll be fine with that. I thought I don't need anyone. But at last, I fail to make it. Everything. Closing my eyes to get some peace. I just need some to calm myself. Listening Kiss Goodbye right now. The scene would appear again and again. I will try my best to get through it. Will be fine to be myself. But one day, I will run away, to get the peace I wan.

Tonight

It been a very long time I never meet up with my other gang. They were parts of my life. Went to meet with them just now. I'm so excited for this moment. Maybe I growing up and feel to share them my experience. I looking forward for this gathering.

We went into Pizza Hut. The waitress was so polite and invite us. Unfortunately, the waitress said there is no Pizza for today. All of us just 'HAR' for the first reaction. Sounds funny. Pizza Hut don't have pizza then for what we come here. She said no more store for pizza. Then we decided to go KFC.

Quite a nice memory. We talked we laughed we had fun. I feel happy. Sincerely happy and enjoyed. Life still have to continue no matter what's going on. I just hope we can share happiness and sadness together. I will treasure every single friendship I having right now. Take good care for you guys. I miss you guys lots!

Suddenly

I hope everything will remain unsaid. I hope the love will remain unchanged.


Being suffer for few hours. Stomach feels pain. Keep on revising the same things. I waiting and waiting to achieve something. The eyes started to get red. The tears started to drop off. The heart started to pump fast. The hands started to type. The brain started to think. The mind started to flash.

I got things to share but feel it not to share. I feel so tired and sick of this way. Can't even get through it as well. Let the time past. Let the time past. Let the time past. I'll be more independent. I'll be more successful. I'll be more useful.

Stay stronger and don't easily drop the tears. Life still have to continue without words. Success or fail. Hold it can make it. A word to say, Jia You for all.

02/05/09 Lee Hom

Music Man Wang Lee Hom was so amazing. He did make me high for the whole night. Heartbeat. No words to describe that concert. I love it.

Recently

It been a very very long time I never write something here. My life is pretty busy recently. Started my college life at Lim Kok Wing-Interior design. I learnt alot of things there. Get to know new friends from other countries or local. Get to talk with them with all our experiences. But I have to say, THEY ALL ARE RICH!! Maybe this is life. I have to face it as well without any influence.

I grwoing up. Learnt to take bus to school every morning. Walk to the bas stop and being alone for all the days. Waiting for bases to come. This life make me crazy. I hate it yet I have to accept it. Alone for dinner. I never tried before. Keep on using my legs as transport. Can't online. No communicate with friends. Busy with my assignments. Swt.

But everything is worthy. I'm satisfy with this. And of course, I never waste money. Haha. My parents and tomato are happy with this. Pretty good! Getting through these slowly. I wil used to be. Don't worry.

Tomato, it would be fine when u're with me. I seriously not care about her anymore. Everything will end up like this. I just hope to stay happier with you. Thanks for your everything. That would bright me up when everytime I'm alone. The scene will appear again and again in my mind. Take good care. 2023.