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I'm speechless right now. I didn't know that everything will be like that. It's just meaningless. I'm a foolish person. Maybe I choose to quit out from this game. Hopefully I will gain back my confidence. I hate to lose yet I'm a looser. No starts tonight. My heart feels pain. My tears flowing out slowing without any feeling. Persuading myself to smile and to be brave. I trying. Really.