21/08/09

I get to know something. Don't know why my tears running off suddenly. Why every time things will be like this? I really have to admit it. She is just pretending to let go the things. I feel sad of that. Anyhow, I know what I gonna do. Be patient because I already meet the miracle. Close my eyes and Jia You.

Escape

Can I just escape from the truth? Being so depressed. I don't know what to say. I know I'm having heartache right now. This is what she think and what she want? Haha. Stupid myself. I thinking so much again. Close my eyes and Jia You.

Something......

I just want to say something. I feel moody right now. Who can come and rescue me?

Finally I got my results. Don't know why I feel like impossible. I don't think I did so good for that and yet I'm the highest scorer. CGPA 3.56. First time I feel like I'm useless. I'm happy when the moment I knew it but after more while and after being compared by my friends, my mood just drop into the deep deep hole. Don't know what to say. I'm blur now.

Memories that I miss

I was in the sick condition this few days. I was worried that whether I got H1N1. But Thanks God. Luckily I didn't get it. Or else......................................... I can't imagine what will happen.. Haha!!

Finally I meet with Woan Ling that day. Although not longer than 1 minute I think, I already felt happy. It been almost 4 months we never meet if not mistaken. Hehe. Thanks Woan Ling.

Having sem break now. My sem 2 stars on 10th of August. Damn long time to go. I strated to turn over all the things that can recall my memories for my high school life. I miss those time when we were in uniforms. But no doubt that these were only our memories. Time just passed once in our life. I'm speechless. I scare things happen around us will come very sudden. I scare to lost but I know I have to face it.


Woan Ling, Cao Yuan, Huai Shin, Hua Yung, Yi-Bei, Fuan Chin, Huey Chian, Stella, Lydia, Sin Yee, Sin Ling, Zee Yee, Lie Siah, Hui Shin, Yan Ping, Lai Yee, Su Kee, Tsun Chian, Wee Wee, Tze Wern, Wei Ping, Jun Chen, Poh Keong, Vincent, Sheng Hao, Wee Soon, Chun Jie, Check Tang, Wei Siong, Kai Seng, Ming Wey, Jei Shen, Swin Wei, Cheng Huat, Chee Wei, Kim Hau, Ming Xiao, Zhen Vhei, Edmund, Wei Long, Yuan Zhen, Hwa Jun, Jeff, Chee Keen, Zi Wei, Shakthis, Loy Shine, Alvin, Syafiq and more. I seriously miss you guys. Everyone brings me different memories. I will treasure everything that we had. Thanks you guys for bringing me such a nice memories.


P/S: Woan Ling, Paiseh a. I didn't mean to copy cat ur post. But sure u fell happy of your appearance in my post. Haha.

Take Care my FrIeNdS!!

Pain

Feel pain.... I thinking to escape from the truth. Close my eyes and don't bother about that. I hope I can do that. Don't suspect anything. Be normal be usual. Jia you.

Miracle?!

I don't know what happen with me. I feel something wrong on myself. I controlling my mind my thought. I hope everything will become easier. Look forward and don't let anything influence me. I doing something totally meaningless. I don't know what I gonna share now. It being so suffer and so complicated to continue. Everything could make me speechless. I praying to get more peace. Don't ever try to break it down easily. But I can't stand for that. Wtf. I don't know what I really typing now. Blur condition. I'm seriously blur. Just confused. Stupid myself. Never mind. Be patient. I'll wait for miracle.

P/s: Twinkle twinkle little stars.......... Open my eyes then miracle appear. I'll always be with you.<3 Don't give up.

Mind

Controlling my mind not to think of it. I don't know why that feeling is so strong that stain on my heart. Close my eyes to reach the balance point. I hope I can but I know I can't. Be selfish to myself than I will take it more easy.