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Sometimes it hurts when things go this way. A not proper way to continue with this feeling. It is sucks. I don't know why I'm blur now. I can't get back the last time passion. I lost myself. Distance makes problems. True right? Again and again I tell myself to think positive. Again and again I tell myself not to give up. Again and again I'm totally lost. I'm a coward. Ya I still like to cry like last time did. No more wky. I'm too tired. How worse if I give up? I cant be so strong to let go things like this. I want fight till the end but it is not enough to clap one side hand. I need the someone to be with me.

Love is not that easy. Not as easy as just saying out I Love You.

P/s: I'm always alone my boy.

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Sitting infront laptop and start typing. I'm alone again without him. Press the call key to call him but I know he's sleeping. He guarantee will not pick up my call. 10 more minutes to 5 am. I'm freaking tire and my eyes gonna to close. Waiting and waiting for the photoshop to responding.


I'm lost now. Come with me my boy.