Thinking

When I get to know something, I really speechless. I don't know what to continue. I'm lack of power. I didn't know everything will be like this. I don't know why my tears flowing out. I have nothing else to say. Maybe i really thinking so much. I fear of losing this. I............. Failure Ykw.

23/02/09

Happy Birthday. Take care LTC.

20/02/09

I felt happy because he called me. Thank you. I really appreciate it. Happy Birthday. I will be happy!

12/02/09

I'm sitting alone in my room and typing something meaningless in my blog right now. I got nothing to do yet I feeling so tired. Went Lim Kok Wing today and I get something. I miss him so much. I don't know what to do to let this feeling get fade. Waiting for his call yet I get nothing. Nvm, I used to be like this. He sure busy with PLKN's stuffs. I have to be patient to wait for him as what we promised before. Promises got value?I don't know. I not dare to believe it but I still trust him. He gave me the privilege. Ya, I with my heart waiting for him. I controlling my tears. Not to cry for anything although I read her blog which posted all about him. WTF am I doing? I started to persuade myself. Isn't I have to do this to get calm? Nope I think. So, Ykw sure wky. With him always. Jia You. Be strong.

Disappointed

I felt disappointed. This is me, YKW. I got nothing at all actually. Why I'm the last who know this? He makes my tears again and again. I hate to being control by him yet I still like this. I need him right now but I know he won't be around. He is still like that. Never changed. I can't endure and wait for that moment anymore. He makes me feel depressed. Maybe this is the time for me to do something. I still gonna wait. Don't cry ykw. Must Jia You. Ykw wky.