Stars

Tonight got bright stars. So long time I never look at the dark dark sky. I feeling so tired. Don't know what to say. Maybe this is what I think too much. I too sensitive on this kind of things. I don't know what to do anymore. Let everything be like usual. Everything will end up easily. Bring so suffer to maintain.

I thought I can stay stronger than what I did, yet I am still a looser. Ykw still not wky. Useless. Stop my tears and stop crying. Everything just worthless to do like this. Jia You no matter how hard it is. Go for it because this is my life. My own life I have to go forward. Don't cry. Cannot cry.

Life now!

Doing something totally meaningless. I agreed what he said that day. Wtf m i doing?! I really failure failure and still failure. Cannot think so much yet I thinking so much so much and still so much!!!! Cannot cry no matter how. Endure it. No time to struggle anymore. Jia You.

14/11/08

Happy Birthday to my dearest brothers!! Owen + Beckham



I'm still a looser. Cannot cry. Must stay strong. Don't let ANYTHING influence my mood. I have to work hard for SPM. Jia You. Don't cry.

12/11/08

Happy Birthday yo my Darling Evan Yo..

04/11/08

Why I still cry? I don't know. I thought I will be nothing. Haha. I'm useless. I don't know what to do anymore. Everything is just a lie. I hate myself. I hate to being controlled by him. Endure the pain and persuade myself don't think of him. Jia You. Let everything be like usual. But I only realized that sorry is so useful. Don't disturb my life anymore. Don't affect me anymore. I will leave. I swear I will. Jia You for yourself. Don't cry. I won't.