SUCKS

Life is sucks.. I'm seriously using my heart to treat everyone but sometimes it is irritating... sucks sucks sucks..

1 2 3

A very long time to go. My tears dropped when I realize that I forgot about his birthday. This is the very first time I know. Ya it means I seriously will not think of him anymore. I am a coward. I am escaping everything.

How to remain the relationship properly? I don't know what to do. I got nothing to do. I feel something weird. It is hurt but I cant do anything. I dislike dislike to be alone when sick. Coughing non stop plus fever is freaking sucks!

My mind is turning and turning. I can't stop everything now. It is just so real and so near. Help me to breath. I learning to do anything by myself. Be more independence, Ykw sure wky. Always and always.


p/s: I need you.

20 23

Sometimes it hurts when things go this way. A not proper way to continue with this feeling. It is sucks. I don't know why I'm blur now. I can't get back the last time passion. I lost myself. Distance makes problems. True right? Again and again I tell myself to think positive. Again and again I tell myself not to give up. Again and again I'm totally lost. I'm a coward. Ya I still like to cry like last time did. No more wky. I'm too tired. How worse if I give up? I cant be so strong to let go things like this. I want fight till the end but it is not enough to clap one side hand. I need the someone to be with me.

Love is not that easy. Not as easy as just saying out I Love You.

P/s: I'm always alone my boy.

..

Sitting infront laptop and start typing. I'm alone again without him. Press the call key to call him but I know he's sleeping. He guarantee will not pick up my call. 10 more minutes to 5 am. I'm freaking tire and my eyes gonna to close. Waiting and waiting for the photoshop to responding.


I'm lost now. Come with me my boy.

Spain

Ya the world cup champion belongs to SPAIN..

I love the moment when we were shouting for the goals..

Wait another 4 years =)

World Cup

World cup final is just around the corner. I hope Spain can bring back the Champion =)

Praying hard for her. I hope everything will be alright. Be strong no matter how. I will keep praying for that. With my heart.


P/s: Miracle. We're waiting for that.

Don't go

Again the scene is so so real. Ya I admit I scare. Everything.......



Cannot stop my mind. I'm stuck!


I realize that I really sucks! I really still cannot let it go..


For no reason, I'm s looser..